I just had a big fight with my brother and my father and I don't feel like being alive, which is not a recent feeling.
I should do my family a favor and evaporate. Probably I'll get grounded. Not gonna see any bands this summer, waste this brief part of my tiny life.
Soon everything ends, time is hella moldable.
I should never tell any people how I feel, it's a waste of effort. Yesterday I had some friends over. I never tell any friend my feelings.
The only people that have actually made any effort to understand me or help me were people I met online. If only the people I live with actually updated their brains.