i hate myself

i hate everything

i hate all i've ever felt

i hate that i don't have any control

i hate that people realized i exist

i hate all i have ever done

i hate all i have ever said

i hate all i have ever been

i hate that in the end it wasn't worth it

i hate that i am going down

i hate that i've been aware of it

i hate that i can't climb up

i hate that i let this happen to me

i hate i disapointed everybody

i hate that i am not real